Fishing Rod

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PAPER PURSUIT

 

Unnoticed until this present-day dreary tide

of aching emotion which never fails to cast

itself through the cancer dancing in my brain,

Demsy was the gloomily luminous gateway,

the pathfinder toward a destined experience.

I have these idols, you see, little sculptures

of holy peoples, one is a Japanese fisherman

who holds incense instead of a fishing rod

and one is a beautiful cherrywood Buddha:

gifts from him of intimite sentimentality.

Life sure enough soon brought great desire

for adventures of devotions and suffering.

I ventured to become a sad monk and failed.

Drink appears to have drowned me down.

Now all we can do is flounder to the flute.

 

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Spinoza's picture

In three lines, you said it best

 

I ventured to become a sad monk and failed.

Drink appears to have drowned me down.

Now all we can do is flounder to the flute.

 

… the way of so many artistic souls pass this way. In three lines, you said it best.

 

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Vice Versa

And now you have made me smile too. That compliment bespeaks fathoms.


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patriciajj's picture

I too hope that "cancer" is

I too hope that "cancer" is metaphorical. Dear poet, I do know your struggles. Not a day goes by that is not in part a tightrope walk above the possibility of drowning again. What still shines is the intensity, genius and power of your gift. The significance of the sculptures, especially the compassionate fishermen who held the emblem of enlightenment instead of the instrument of death in his hand, gripped my heart. 

 

You haven't failed. The journey is far from over, and even if on occasion we "flounder to the flute" as you so splendidly expressed, there is still much light and many poems within you. 

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You Grace Me

I really fancy your insight on the Japanese sculpture.


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S74rw4rd's picture

I hope that reference to

I hope that reference to brain cancer is metaphorical only, and not an actual attack upon your health.


Starward

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It Is Metaphor

Thank you for your concern, but don't worry.


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