* If only i could I would *

             If only i could

            



              i would hold



              u in to my warm





             and loving arms



             tonight i would



             should wait for



            u only if u loved



           me the same way to,





           those feelings all





          ways were there even





            if u really didnt



           care or dare  to





          share to tell me so





          i wanted to know



          u lefted every





         thing so untold





         days and nights





        go by and i still





       wonder why i cry





     a part of us died





     when u didnt give





     our love a try



    

      

     kisses i stil miss



     stars up in the sky



   that i cant resist not to





  make a wish for endless bliss.





IF







i only i could touch your soft





chest make u feel so at rest





i would say that you were the best ,











you would pass the test caress     and



forfill and free  me from all of



this pure lonely mess





indeed .





very happy care free complete





family with  a great and rich destiny .









    Written by gt July 3, 2009

            

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I  dont know why I ask
my self these questions ?
I never ever have the
answer to them i would
like to know it hurts me
not to know why he broke
my heart? why he left?
what I did wroung? what
I did right? I just dont
know and it hurt so bad:*( not knowing what
to do or what to say ?
what coluld i say ?what
should i not say ? I
Really did love this
guy with all of my heart
i tried the best that i could i was not prefect
or better yet was not
good enough for him probaly in the first place I just dont know ?
guess he never really
did truly ever loved
me from the start when me and him were first together .He just wont
tell me or give me an
honest answer to my
endless  questions and
it still haunts me now
till this very day in
the future .gosh it  is awfull. I still love him
dont know if he  still
loves me now and does he
want to be back with me
right now . I WISH THAT
HE WOULD JUST TELL ME
SOMETHING RIGHT NOW CAUSE ALL THE SUSPENSE
IS JUST KILLING ME :*).

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