DONT KNOW *trigger warning*

DONT KNOW WHO I AM WHO I WAS OR WHERE IM GOING BUT NOONE WILL BE THERE ALONE IN THE DARK I SIT IN MY CORNER IN A BALL SHAKING AND SWEATING LISTENNING TO THE SOUND OF MY PULSATING HEART FOOTSTEPS IN THE HALLWAY MAKE MY BLOOD RUN COLD I WISH I COULD ESCAPE MY BODY

AS IM SLAMMED ONTO MY BED

IM NOT HERE HE SAYS

WHAT ARE YOU DOING I SAID

ITS JUST A DREAM HE SAYS

BUT IT HURTS I SAID

NO YOUR IMAGINING IT HE SAYS

SOMETHINGS TEARING I SAID

HOLD STILL HE SAYS

ITS WRONG I SAID

IM SUPPOSED TO HE SAYS

IM GONNA TELL I SAID

NOONE WILL BELIEVE YOU HE SAYS

WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS I SAID

ITS UR FAULT HE SAYS

YOU LIKE IT HE SAYS

MY HURT MY SHAME MY PAIN

AM I TO BLAME?????





TO BE CONTINUED.......................

Author's Notes/Comments: 

THIS ONE WILL HAVE ANOTHER PART

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PoeticParable_SporadicIntervals's picture

Wow..

There really are no words for me to say. How can I comment on something you actually went through and endured, as if that will take away your pain. To me writing is an outlet to all no one has ever known or took enough time to pay attention to. No comment I write to me wouldn't be fitting. I hope writing this helped you in some way shape or form.

Jessica Hart's picture

I know this feeling a million times over hun, you are great at putting your feelings fourth and onto paper its a good thing ~babygirl~

kelly's picture

I WISH I ESCAPE MY BODY
dats should b i wish i could escape my body it's un proper english hehe