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"SNAKE IN THE GRASS"
So much about you, I truly admired
To you, I was sired
Loved you with everything in me, for you, I was wired
Every love poem I wrote, you definitely inspired
Low key I always knew what it was, yet my silly heart still desired
So I broke my own heart, now I'm just emotionally tired
11:44, that's what the time read
Divine order really fucked up my head
As I sat there in stillness, listening to your words being said
Each word was like a stab to my heart, n you stabbed until it was dead
Watched as I bled
So I ask, what is that you gain?!
After throwing years of friendship, straight down the drain
Cuz hurt pple hurt pple, such a vicious lil chain
That causes calamity, n chaos, n so much rain
So much pain
And right after the hurricane
You dipped, yet there's still some things to explain
Dancing with the devil for so long, man it's Insane
Feeling so stupid, n so blinded cuz I followed my heart instead of my brain
What did you gain?!
But you I don't blame
It's just a shame
That I gotta train
My mind to have mind control Over mind control, yeah I felt that shit Wayne
Love n hate, they one in the same
But love is gone, n hate has became
The only emotion I contain
I feel so stupid to even think you were my soulmate
I feel so stupid for even having an ounce of faith
Was the love even real, or was it all just ah fake?!
Played me like ah fool, cuz I was easy to manipulate
Not mad at your decision, cuz my own heart I tend to break
But I can't help but to hate
That after all this time, you really was the snake
That snake in the grass
Who slithered so fast
N got in my head And manipulated my stupid ass
The illusion that you cast
had me so blinded that I couldn't see your true mask
Couldn't see your true colors, bc my love gave you a pass
Knew I was playing with fire, fueled with so much gas
But I was content with intimate moments, how you really felt, I was too afraid to ask
Now my heart grows colder, cuz we are over, n getting over you won't be no simple task
But I refuse to bitter, n fragile like glass
Thought I was your secrets treasure , but you threw me away like I was trash
Had to get off your emotional roller coaster before I wrecked before I crash
Man I Can't lie this shit hurt, you were my first, but now you are my last
~SHALLSEA MY PURPOSE
