Sadistic Mistake


Throw away the big mistake

Best decision i have ever made

Torn two ways and hard to say

I did it for me,i did it my way

You tore me down, inch by inch

I felt like i was drowning with every bit

When words were said and feelings hurt

I just couldn't believe what i heard

What came from your mouth, the love a lie

Ultimately you wanted it all and me to die


Look at me now, nearly a year later

Feeling better and doing greater

Better than i thought i ever would

Even though you thought i never could

I thought I was nothing with you

Now i'm happier and more myself

Without you

Author's Notes/Comments: 

about an emotionally abusive relationship i suffered in for a little over 2 years.