Euphoria

I tried to keep you, but you just wouldn't stay
I tried to erase you, but you won't go away
I feel pleasure when imagining your pain
But momentary euphoria is all that i gain
And my tortured soul is all the remains

I find pleasure when imagining the pain you feel as I sink deep into your skin.
But I only feel guilt afterward for the fear that I become my own worst fear.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was I poem I intended to do more work in, but never did. This was pieced together from a lines I had written in text message drafts throughout the day. As for it's meaning, I believe it speaks for itself.

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