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Ana Said - Ed
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Self harm/Suicide 2-19-02
Ana said I could be thin
Ana promised I would win
Ana said the price was small
I really liked all that I saw
She made the scale a friend
Someone I'd not leave in the end
And food made me appalled
Always coming when she called
No one held me when I cried
It didn't matter if I died
The best was not enough
The strongest was not tough
Ana told me I was fat
There was too much shame in that
Ana said she'd make perfection
That I was a great selection
Ana never said to me
Just how hard that this would be
She promised to fix every flaw
And never spoke of "hospital"
So as I lay me down to sleep
Ana took my soul to keep
And I ask my road is small
So many others will not fall
It is my life
That Ana takes
I know from sleep
I'll never wake
im sorry your going through this ive been dealing with ana 4 years and its a on going battle...i hope u win..i like your write its emotional an ana a hard topic to express and talk of.
it seems a lot of people think of ana as a personality. i do it now, and i don't even have anorexia :p this is a great write. so true. very good :)