Singing Lotus

The wind,  

still innocent, 

still playing in the 

chickweed and 

some levitating ferns, 

brings back to me 

the airy gold, 

the sugary madness,

the floating loss

of sixty-some summers.   

 

I believe it is time 

to join the living,

 

or better still, 

become the lotus, 

a holy ship upon the mud,

an origami scripture, 

a hymn only the angels hear, 

living sincerely 

because it can.

 

But how is 

that possible? 

 

The world 

chants as it 

is swallowed. 

How can it bear 

such sublime 

and exquisite pain? 

 

God wrote 

something here 

(I believe it was:

"Unlimited")

 

but all I can see

are countless names 

spelled out in smoke 

as the sky pours 

the last 

of its drama 

upon the ground—

 

the end is 

erratic crimson, 

thrashing love, 

bleeding hills 

and broken songs of praise:

 

Disquieting things 

that taunt what  

I’ve always believed. 

 

So explain that. 

 

As the branches 

unmoor the moon, 

set adrift 

its legendary sail, 

 

everything changes 

in the fluid 

secrets of night. 

With an embracing glow, 

another voice 

in the cosmic choir

fractures what we call 

darkness and 

 

it’s now so comically clear . . . 

 

Behind the farce, 

behind the stage,

behind the dream, 

 

There is nothing 

but light 

that never sleeps

and wins, 

not with force, 

but a word. 

 

Patricia Joan Jones 

 

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Buddha

I feel the touch of Buddhah here blush at the touch.

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I am humbled and thrilled

I am humbled and thrilled that my words opened a portal to a higher consciousness as you so beautifully expressed. Thank you for such valuable encouragement. 

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While this is a poem from

While this is a poem from which all readers can receive benefits, this is a poem that will most minister to those who have experienced the loss of "sixty-some summers." (The number is not literal.)  I thought I had lost sixty-three summers.  Then I remembered what the Thief on the Cross asked of Jesus, at a waning moment, when the Cross's dire work on Jesus' body was at its peak of acceleration, and the Romans would soon be approaching to break the thief's legs.  The thief asked to be remembered.  And we know how Jesus answered him (Luke 23).


The loss "sixty-some summers" (a brilliant phrase) is answered by remembrance.  I speak from practical experience.  The remembering cannot be like cheap tourism.  The remembering must seek patterns, connections, and parallels---aspects once hidden to us, but now revealed by experiential wisdom.


She writes " it’s now so comically clear . . ."  And comedy need not mean zany slapstick, or stand-up dirty jokes, but the austere Comedy meant by Dante when he named his long poem, Comedia.  The cosmic reach of remembering "sixty-some summers" is no less dramatic and salvific than the three huge Canticles written by the great Italian.


Starward-Led [in Chrismation, Januarius]

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Thank you for your radiant

Thank you for your radiant insights into my intent and word choices. You always unearth the precise meaning of my expressions, and that is always a deeply gratifying experience. 

 

Always an honor.