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HOW DOES THAT GO ...DANCE AS IF NO ONES WATCHING
I'VE NEVER BEEN A DANCER...ALWAYS FELT TOO SELF CONSCIOUS TO EVEN ATTEMPT IT...IT MADE ME UNCOMFORTABLE TO EVEN THINK ABOUT TRYING IT... I REMEMBER ONCE SOMEONE SAID SOMETHING LIKE YOU CAN TELL HOW GOOD SOMEONE IS IN BED BY THE WAY THEY DANCE AND I WAS LIKE WELL THAT MAKES SENSE...I'M A VIRGIN AND I DON'T DANCE...I WAS NEVER INTERESTED IN SEX...IT SCARED ME...I KNEW THAT WAS THE ONLY WAY YOU COULD GET PREGNANT AND I NEVER WANTED TO GET PREGNANT...THE THOUGHT OF THAT WHOLE PROCESS OF BEING PREGNANT GROSSED ME OUT AND I HEARD IT WAS THE WORST PAIN IN YOUR LIFE TO GIVE BIRTH AND OFTEN WONDERED WHY ANYONE WOULD DO IT MORE THAN ONCE...I'VE ALWAYS FELT LIKE...WELL, I'M HERE SO I WILL TRY TO MAKE THE BEST OF THE SITUATION BUT I WOULD DREAD BEING RESPONSIBLE FOR BRINGING ANYONE ELSE INTO THIS CRAZY MIXED UP WORLD ...I'VE DRIFTED FROM MY ORIGINAL INTENTION WHICH WAS TO MENTION ONCE UPON A TIME I WAS AT A NEIGHBORHOOD FEST AND THERE WAS THIS GIRL DANCING AWAY WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD...I WONDERED WHAT SHE WAS ON...IT SEEMED LIKE SHE WAS ON SOMETHING...BUT IT MIGHT HAVE JUST BEEN A NATURAL HIGH FROM HER DANCING...i COULDN'T KEEP MY EYES OFF OF HER...I WAS STARING...MESMERIZED...SHE WAS SO IN TUNE WITH THE MUSIC ON SOME OTHER LEVEL AND IT WAS HYPNOTIZING TO WATCH...TOTALLY MESMERIZING...AND I WAS THINKING...WOULDN'T IT BE NICE TO BE ABLE TO LET GO LIKE THAT AND BE SO FREE AND IN TUNE WITH THE MUSIC ON SOME OTHER PLANE OF EXISTENCE...IT WAS TRULY MESMERIZING TO SEE AND EXPERIENCING WHAT IT MUST FEEL LIKE THROUGH WONDERING WHAT THAT FELT LIKE...SENSING HER ENERGY...TO BE HER IN THE MOMENT BEING SO FREE AND UNAWARE OF ANYTHING GOING ON AROUND HER JUST BEING ONE WITH THE MUSIC...IT WAS AN INTERESTING EXPERIENCE....THE ENERGY WAS PHENOMENAL...I'VE NEVER SEEN ANYTHING LIKE THAT BEFORE OR SINCE THEN...JUST GETTING LOST IN THAT MEMORY...WOW...HOW DOES THAT GO...DANCE AS IF NO ONE'S WATCHING...SHE TOTALLY NAILED IT...WOW
