Confused 2006

I love you.
But I dont want to love you.
I want to feel nothing will go wrong in your arms.
But it will.
I want to listen to your comforting voice.
But how when all I hear is hate.
I want to believe you love me.
But I don't see or feel it.
I long for you.
But still nothing is there.
I pray to God to do what's best for us both.
But in the end, it's not what I wanted.
I want to cry.
But im happy that you're doing better.
I want to be with you.
But it's not accomplishing anything.
I want to move on.
But I can't.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is something i wrote when I was younger. Didnt want to lose it again.

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