CRACKS IN THE FACADE

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JOURNAL # 41

after all the fall out

of the hurt's anger

the pain

the heartbreak

the devastating loss  

the emptiness

and the shattering

disappointment

still

the beauty remains

eventually, that will

be all there is left

I suppose

warm fuzzy memories

of us from the height

of our knowing each other

the love you argued about

that last day with me

but I still know unlike you believe

was always there

even if you now deny it 'til

your last breath

the depths in me will slowly

sink deeper away

from cognitive thought

and nothing in memory

will hurt me anymore

I'll just remember your

precious face and eyes

once so full of love for me 

once so very protective and cradling

of my very own spirit

yet a love that for some strange

reason couldn't stay after all

but ran away from me

like  a thief in the night

making you recant on

every last beautiful confession

you ever made of your feelings.............

(April 27, 2014 702pm))

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

battling drawn out heartbreak.................

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