FRAGMENTS **

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JOURNAL #39

all around me now
jagged little pieces
of what I thought formerly was
lay so fragmented and scattered
in a manner of bleeding
I know they will forge to one day
again be whole
just not at the end of next month
like we had so ecstatically planned
inside I am left utterly raw
lost in the nothingness
that looms ahead
so much fear tears can just not cure
my hopes have been shot
and band aids of words
are incapable now of closing the
wounds
as I feel the full weight
of a long
even more uncertain separation
to come
as my mind binds my heart up
in the tatters of such disbelieving grief.........................
(Oct 7, 2010 815pm)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

written for the man who has captured my enchantment and made it his own.

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