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will I ever fully understand

shall my aching heart ever truly know

just why you do and don't do these senseless

things you do

and go the uniquely strange paths

that you alone seem suited to go

why are we like two overly tired winds

that never nor for very often seem to fully meet

will the time for us never arrive

when together we can walk beneath hope's gentle

rain

and with you alas

I'll somehow magically feel finally complete

is all this hurt and vexing sense of wrong

residing solely in me

or am I but just a part of a bigger blame

to such back feelings of incredible catastrophe

why does this seem to be such a distorted area

where you simply can not see

for me there is just no way possible to steal the

colors of 'Another's Tomorrow'

to repaint my own new bright and happy today

and I can not keep living by begging from the past

just a crumb or two to borrow

just so to give you yet a few more pretty shreds

of tattered old feelings that use to be such a

natural part of me

so you tell me

how does one rebuild a crumbling relationship

that faster still seems likely never meant to be

I just don't know

but I am trying though

and all the while its pretty much

just a matter of

lets just wait and see......................

(May 28, 1998)