THE INHERITANCE OF ABUSE

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JOURNAL #19

I rise and go

the way of the weariest night

alone yet not so alone

through shrouded maddening mists

like stale tea stained alabaster

flawed upon perfection's assembly

line

my pale and purpose fully plummeted

plight

a raw leather whip

that beats salt from the bloodied harp

of my tear drained laughter

as so empty eyed stares I even a

cosseted child would stifle his appall

in the wake of such a night's arrogant

admission

I am best put upon

utterly drawn and careless as I crawl

on wounded elbows and knees

half starved from anger's bitterest gall

to the house on the hill

where only others love to refer to as

my home

through the opulent grid iron gates

that only further imprison my tortured

character's shredded wisdom

trust

an ugly rusty nail

used upon me

numerous times long ago

to shush my terrified screams

this shadow of a child

only grew up so to murder its adult self

so to firmly put a stop to

the inheritance of such unspeakable abuse.........

(Dec. 28,1998)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

about a book on family abuse that I read.

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