you were always more superior than sweet
with a disposition of vagueness that my soft
temperament couldn't quite defeat
so, I stand now before you asking for no fortune
nor favor
but just a simple second of waiting
so this moment of martyred misery I can lovingly
embrace so to savor
right now I don't have on my person that definite
yet indescribable it
and I feel one should never endeavor to make a start
of anything if one does not also know how to quit
since this is as good of an open opportunity as I am
ever likely to get
I'll air out my list of grievances before my loose
lips get themselves bit
maybe I have no real grounds to throw such an
unhealthy fit
but every time I try to stand in my defense
you over crowd my immediate space until I'm forced
down again to sit
since I pushed the issue and made our relationship 'nil
I'll draw up the inner courage to let you make of
this what you will
now without any further ifs, and, buts or why's
know that you'll never have to suffer my unwanted
company again after we've said our full and final
goodbyes...............................
(written March 13,1992 am)