yes, I can honestly say I've loved a hand full out of
a few
but what you didn't know is I stopped crying on the
inside the day I met you
I've always felt wondrous and fanciful feelings
but kept the most precious
deep and free out of fear of exposure through improper
means of concealing
I am fully human
when I hurt and in one form or another I tend to bruise
and or bleed
but not every human gets the privilege to say
she's walked side by side with 'one of the lovelier
breed'
you see this, I have indeed done
I am truly the luckiest one
for I now carry with me the greatest gift
his son
Wisdom
not fear or hate
but a stimulation to the mind that goes far beyond
any perception of what's considered great
this lofty knowledge I sense was meant for me as some
form of key or fate
what I must do with it has to be now
I can not allow myself to wait
my present ignorance I must resolve along with my
rapacious hunger for understanding I'll work to sate
in this 'must do' mental plain
there can be no room for flamboyant debate
I've found my key to my fast approaching future
now I only need to locate the appropriate gate
I'm not worried though cause for every key
a lock can be found to be its mate...........
(written Feb 1,1992 am)