the new day has yet to begin
and here alone I lay contemplating such miss added things
as love and men
just now I ask myself how long has it really been
I have a pretty great life going on
I'm just not sure when I jumped in
why does the newest day always seem to flitter just
out of reach
the greatest concepts so far devised were very useful
in their ability to self teach
my unpredictableness as of late has been known to sway
me toward episodic periods of depression
resulting in emotional downfall
so drastic to the point that to get away from my
haunting thoughts I may just be forced to crawl
If only I had a private storage of mental tears
I would surely sit myself down and have a good
healthy bawl
my very inner being right now feels like its
wasting itself away to nothing at all
note, that I don't cry a lot on the whole
but my wit is wounding in its intensity
sharp and whip like quick
I own vast stock in the advantages taken from
the opinion
deadly droll and none to stick...................
( written Jan 19,1992 pm)