BEAUTIFUL MALE

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you don't know just what I would do

or how I would conspire

to get as close as next to you

the object of my most personal desire

and in my  heart there does burn a wild blazing fire

that grows further out of control as each night begins

to fade and expire

I love the gentle wickedness of your mouth

so deliciously mobile

and your gentleman's way of aiding a lady in distress

is not short that of noble

perhaps I love the essence and vitality found in your

apparent youth

when I speak of you my beautiful male

I speak only the absolute truth

I feel my heart has taken hostage my usual logical mind

so it can continue on with its fabulous romantic schemes

it does not seem possible nor kind  that the only times

I've fully loved you has been in the wanton desperate

arms of my night's wishful dreams

you must somehow forgive me for such an unorthodox form

of love's sweet chase

but to your great sense of fairness know that I pledge

my heart even as I plead my case

since I don't know just where I stand with you how can

I know my position in your life or proper place

if you close your sky filled eyes and look with your

mind's eye beyond the lids you'd see what could so

easily be

you'd not only see true happiness just to the side of

your current existence but an eager and lovingly awaiting me

if you don't open your heart you can never expect to

fully and emotionally see

In every forest you'll not find exactly the same type

of tree

know that in my constant motion of emotional change

you always remain my never ending and unbreakable rock

I care not the differences in our ages

in respect to any other s clock

even as I fear the nearing end

I sill without reservation drape my desolate soul upon

your so very generous spirit

for your fire always seems to grow hotly fierce

as I, in attempt to warm my sweet sadness

step quietly near it............

(written Oct 13, 1991 pm)








Author's Notes/Comments: 

written for Bobby Rhymer and to a 20 something year old poetess that had me convinced he was the man for me! ( laughs)

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