ACQUIRING THE EYES

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JOURNAL #6

my heart possesses a single minded will of its own

in the past its hidden wings have extended themselves

and faultlessly flown

but now they falter when they attempt once more to

leave the secret nest

perhaps I should give the old pump a break by laying

this tiresome looking to rest

its not so difficult to conjure up in my mind how true

happiness would likely feel

I must tell you that if I were a crook

know that a small slice of it for my sad self I would

indeed steal

but I'm not such a soul so instead I settle for the

familiar feeling of being clever and content

and occasionally to the page all my frustrations over

the continuum of 'un' change I tend to vent

these faltering feelings I will try hard to shame into

non existence

but they will more than likely hold firm in their

current resistance

yet maybe such adversity will give me the needed

inner strength to invade the area of chance

to acquire the eyes one must have to look upon true

love with an objective non judgmental glance.........

( written March 26,1992 am)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

was ever always looking it seemed even when I felt I really wasn't.

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