should I make the attempt to call out so to be heard
should I cross that fine line with but the injection
of a single word
who but I would suffer in the eventual ridicule
and would such an open admission put the cart
indeed before the bull
just when I think I can
I hold back for I know I could never willingly be
that cruel
I am merely a mortal woman and this double edged blade is
my only available tool
so even when you accuse unjustly I continue to hold onto
my conscience cool
and secretly get my own back for only I know the truth as to who
is really playing the part of the fool.......
(written March 24, 1992am)