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A HAVERSACK OF CONFESSIONS
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JOURNAL#2 some crazy thoughts just fell out of my brain
so I'll put them to paper to maybe try to explain
why have you seem to become the center of my
constant wonder
when in actual fact you'll more than likely be
my biggest blunder
what is it about you that seems to draw me to you
so unmercifully so
I wish I could say but I'm damned if I know
many before have written about love
but many aren't me
so let me slip off this iron glove
lower my guard and tell you what you'll see
a heart that heaves and bucks in absolute rejection
a face that hides any and all pain from common
detection
a soul so hungry for your complete passion
that it would take to coveting it
even if it weren't the current fashion
hands that clench tight to keep from stroking
your ever so very appealing skin
a mouth that is constantly talking to keep
lips from kissing you over and over again
I have somehow fallen into this too seductive
solitary rut
take my abject advice and keep every last emotional
door to me tightly shut
when I am around you I knight myself
"The Natural Fool"
why, it's as if it's always been some pre-destined
golden rule
I long for your male essence and unique smell
but not to another living soul would I do deed
or tell
I have revealed far too much for self preservation
to allow
so this is the end of the line for confessions
I must quiet my traitorous soul now...........
(written Jan13,1991)
