STEVE MCBRIDE

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let me tell you all about Steve McBride

he's really quite a guy

he has big blue eyes

he makes me laugh

well at least he tries

he's really quite sweet

he's managed in just a short while

to make my life come full circle and complete

he makes me wonder just how he really feels

about me

I'm rather confused about our relationship

but I'll continue to keep as quiet as a flea

at least until he openly speaks

hopefully it won't be in weeks

he's quite a bit shorter than me

but really that's not a problem

at least at Halloween to my witch

he could be a goblin

he even makes me forget about John K. for awhile

now, instead of John's its Steve's number I dial

I think he finds me truly unique

besides amusing

one time we had each other in stitches when we went out cruising

in a way I want this little man

but I don't know if he wants me too or even if taking him I can

I'm told I can be quite intimidating

to me that phrase is really quite berating

there are so many things I'd like Steve and I to

share together like

a soda( diet of course)

secrets

bad jokes

cigerettes ( his)

good jokes

dreams

NASAL sex

hugs

sexual bantering

and innuendos

secret smiles

inside jokes

even just a quiet warm and cloudless night

I have a feeling that he and I could compliment

each other and make things seem almost right

he's lonely and well so am I

maybe changing that

together we can try................

(written Oct16,1988)


















Author's Notes/Comments: 

written about one of my first really big loves!

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