IN HIS ROOM

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I feel so empty

and a little more than confused

the funny thing is

I haven't even been used

I've been left dangling on a string

hung out on the line

left out in the rain

and now I can't do a damn thing

he's a real bastard sometimes

or maybe he's just being a bastard

to get rid of me

He's having  a real big laugh

and an even bigger ego trip

He knows he's the only one I see

every love song has his name in it

whether it rhymes or not

I want to stop loving him but I simply

can not do it

oh my dear sweet lord I ache so inside

the rules he has applied

to them I can not abide

being in love is no damn fun

especially when the one you're in love with

thinks of you as nil to none

he's so damn hard and omnipotent

he demands that I eat

but I say no defeat

I'm depressed so this has to be the worst poem

I have ever wrote

I'm standing in a self made blizzard without

a coat

maybe I should just go away

be by myself

think and maybe just maybe

learn a little lesson in reality.......

( written Oct 25,1987)




Author's Notes/Comments: 

Darin.............

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