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JOURNAL#1 why am I often so very alone
I ask you now
am I to always feel this way
Shall I?
I think I shall
I miss him
I do
I miss him so
How about you?
Just who is he?
I do not yet know
but I feel almost ashamed to openly love HIM so
Am I crazy to cry for him every night
I find myself thinking of him as it grows
unbearably light
It's like he's an it really and not a he
and I can't help but wonder is this the way it
will always be
forever wanting a shadow of someone who is not
really there
yes that certainly does sound a lot like me........
(written July 30,1986)
