THE SILENCE OF A MOST BAFFLING GRACE

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my profound beliefs whisper to me

even in my guarded sleep

and I must then choose whether or not

if I should in turn listen

so note my obvious choice

in my head I can almost hear God's own

voice

it vibrates in my very being like one's

conscience and instinct

built to guide one through his fears

and the light at the end of the tunnel's

darkness is much much brighter than it

actually appears

and its not just a frightful figment in

my mind

but God's own personal beacon for all who

care to look into himself

for its so very necessary existence

for it is the pureness of happiness yet

refined

it's spiritual power man has yet to market

or mine

I walked myself for so long in dimmed light

before

yet now I do not seem to do so anymore

I am luck survived

for every new day I become more aware of God

and this vision that is uncontrived

everywhere and thing he animates from

and my existence becomes lighter

and brighter almost burstingly so

I can feel the backdrop of his security

that blooms from his watch and care

he is present, there on the other side

which is closer to us than we think or are

aware

he is everywhere I go

he is the answer and the author of our lives

the scientists' own missing link

through his abundance of love

I can see tomorrow for what she really is

a new horizon to endlessly explore

I breath an easy sigh of relief

I find now that I don't worry about much

anymore

except for those who have yet to find God's

great presence in their own lives

or their abject denial of his coming

I pray that theylook to and for him by use of their

hearts for he is not in the eyes

safe is not a world weighted down by an over

abundance of nuclear superiority

safe is a world of people

who lay their hand and soul upon God's loving

heart and omnipotent authority

this I truly do believe..................

(Dec. 7, 1993 pm)


























Author's Notes/Comments: 

my deep unwavering great love for God.

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