A PAPERLESS CHASE*

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JOURNAL #36

a

paperless chase

further unfolds

for us

more and more ready

it seems

to be written

two

dove tail hearts

in

acrobatic counter spin

with one spinning in

and the other out

of control

the margins are slim

one's love

does not

take on

the properties of

Kryptonite

the ego is battered

and yet

its the heart

that

is badly bruised

proof that no matter

how far

we feel we have come

in the realm of the spiritual

it rarely matters really

when the sheer fragileness

that comes with

just being human

is put through the emotional

grinder

and exposed to be abused

I wavered

a woman of miscalculated

depth

shredded and ravaged

completely lost

in the abyss

of your anger

I parried and

staggered

near shattered

to that of

it being

erstwhile

bucolic

to this

space of mental

understanding

stepping past

my formerly being

at best

comfortably numb

there will be many

semblances of before

but the bridges back

to a stronger us

will have to be

re fitted and retro fitted

again and again

in the many months to come

I still love you

of course

hate for me was never

a part of it

its beyond my nature

but your earth quake

rattled and damaged

some serious highways

I built

once that so lovingly

lead to your heart..........

(Nov. 16, 2009 526am)














Author's Notes/Comments: 

about a falling out that blessedly fell back in.

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