you were a pretty good kid
I wish like heaven that you hadn't done what you did
was she really worth it?
I think if you could answer you would likely say no
so many dreams remain lost within the place you were
bound and determined to go
I freely admit I'm not qualified to analyze
but I wish you could inform me whether or not
what you've done was wise
so much heartache and frustration this often too
repeated tale of indescribable despair belies
too many screams for help from too many teenagers
how are we suppose to recognize each of their
individual cries
I wonder how your mother is this year
the first family Christmas without you here
are you really dead or is it just a ruse
a coward's easy way out that only corpses get to
choose
I wish I could say but I truly don't
I'd like to say I forgive you but that would be lying
so I won't
I believe death is just a form of passing on to
another more important post
but its always the young who pass on that we seem
to miss the most.............
(Jan 24,1992 am)