what it feels like to have a seizure.

WHAT IT FEELS LIKE WHEN I HAVE A SEIZURE.



A SEIZURE IS A PAIN THAT CAN'T BE DECRIBED A PAIN THAT HAD NEVER FELT IN MY WHOLE LIFE.  SOMETIMES I JERK SO BAD I JUST ASK GOD TO LET ME JUST DIE BECAUSE I'M IN SO MUCH PAIN THE WHOLE TIME. AND IT FEELS LIKE I'M GASPPING FOR EVERY BREATH WITHIN ME. BUT THEN I FLOAT ABOVE ME AND SEE  MYSELF IN THIS PAIN AND AGONY TELL AND I MYSELF TO BE STRONG AND TO HANG ON IT WON'T LAST TOO LONG AND THAT I HAVE COME SO FAR IN LONG I MUST TO BE STRONG AND GO ON BECAUSE I HAVE TOO MANY PEOPLE COUNTING ON ME THAT TRUTLY LOVE ME SO, FOR ME NOT TO WANT TO FIGHT FOR MY LIFE I FEEL IT WOULDN'T BE RIGHT. BUT THEN AFTER THE SEIZURE IS OVER I'M SO SORE I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T GO ON BUT I TELL MYSELF I HAVE TO KEEP PRESSING ON AND TRY TO LIVE MY LIFE AS NORMAL AS POSSIBLE. AND I KNOW WITH MY UNFAILING HOPE AND FAITH THAT GOD WILL MAGICALLY TAKE MY SEIZURES AWAY I'LL BE SEIZURE FREE THAT ONE SWEET DAY!!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i wrote this about how painfull a seizure is.

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This is an excellent piece. I like how you have that strength to go on even though a part of you doesn't want to and I admire your faith in God. One of my best friends has a lot of seizure and I know that she always feels horrible after she has one. I hope that some day you are seizure free.