the outsider

THE OUTSIDER

I FEEL LIKE A BIRD IN CAGE WHO TRIES BREAK AWAY FROM ALL THE DRAMTIC THINGS GOING ON THE BIRD LIFE BUT THE BIRD JUST CAN’T TO BREAK IT’S FAMILY. ALL THIS BIRD WANTS IS TO HAVE A NORMAL LIFE AND I WISH MY FAMILY WOULD STOP TRYING TO TELL ME HOW I SHOULD LIVE MY LIFE AND TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD SAY OR DO BECAUSE THEY DON’T WHAT LIFE’S LIKE FOR SOMEONE LIKE IN WORLD THEY ONLY KNOW WHAT THEY SEE NOT WHAT I FEEL INSIDE MY HEART AND MY MIND. SOMETIMES I THINK MY FAMILY THAT I’LL NEVER BE CONSIDER NORMAL TO A LOT OF PEOPLE IN THE WORLD TO I’LL JUST LOOK LIKE A RETARTED GIRL WHO DOESN’T KNOW ANYTHING TO THOSE PEOPLE I’LL ALWAYS BE A STUPID DUMB AND INGOREANT GIRL IN A WHEELCHAIR AND THE LIFE I CAN HAVE MY WITH FRIENDS AND THE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT THE MOST IN MY LIFE THE LIFE I LEAD THE OUTSIDER

I FEEL LIKE A BIRD IN CAGE WHO TRIES BREAK AWAY FROM ALL THE DRAMTIC THINGS GOING ON THE BIRD LIFE BUT THE BIRD JUST CAN’T TO BREAK IT’S FAMILY ALL THIS BIRD WANTS IS TO HAVE A NORMAL LIFE AND I WISH MY FAMILY WOULD STOP TRYING TO TELL ME HOW I SHOULD LIVE MY LIFE AND TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD SAY OR DO BECAUSE THEY DON’T WHAT LIFE’S LIKE FOR SOMEONE LIKE IN WORLD THEY ONLY KNOW WHAT THEY SEE NOT WHAT I FEEL INSIDE MY HEART AND MY MIND. SOMETIMES I THINK MY FAMILY THAT I’LL NEVER BE CONSIDER NORMAL TO A LOT OF PEOPLE IN THE WORLD TO I’LL JUST LOOK LIKE A RETARTED GIRL WHO DOESN’T KNOW ANYTHING TO THOSE PEOPLE I’LL ALWAYS BE A STUPID DUMB AND INGOREANT GIRL IN A WHEELCHAIR AND THE LIFE I CAN HAVE MY WITH FRIENDS AND THE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT THE MOST IN MY LIFE THE LIFE I LEAD AWAY FROM MY WHEELCHAIR I FEEL LIKE MY FAMILY IS TRYING TO TAKE IT ALL AWAY BECAUSE THEY ALWAYS QUESTON ME ABOUT MY REATIONSHIP WITH MY FRIENDS LIKE THEY DON’T TRUST ME. AND THEY DON’T REALIZE WHAT MY FRIENDS DO FOR ME THEY LET ME HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF BEING IN A WHEELCHAIR. WHEN I CRY THEY WIPE MY TEARS AWAY WITH SOMETHING THEY’LL SIMPLY SAY TO MAKE THE TEARS FLOAT AWAY. OR JUST SAY JUST A HELLO HOW WAS YOUR DAY? MAKES ME SMILE AND GETS ME THROUGH ANOTHER DAY SO WHAT I DON’T UNDERSTAND IS KNOWING ALL THAT WHY WON’TAWAY FROM MY WHEELCHAIR I FEEL LIKE MY FAMILY IS TRYING TO TAKE IT ALL AWAY BECAUSE THEY ALWAYS QUESTON ME ABOUT MY REATIONSHIP WITH MY FRIENDS LIKE THEY DON’T TRUST ME. AND THEY DON’T REALIZE WHAT MY FRIENDS DO FOR ME THEY LET ME HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF BEING IN A WHEELCHAIR. WHEN I CRY THEY WIPE MY TEARS AWAY WITH SOMETHING THEY’LL SIMPLY SAY TO MAKE THE TEARS FLOAT AWAY. OR JUST SAY JUST A HELLO HOW WAS YOUR DAY? MAKES ME SMILE AND GETS ME THROUGH ANOTHER DAY SO WHAT I DON’T UNDERSTAND IS KNOWING ALL THAT WHY WON’T EVERYBODY LEAVE THE OUTSIDER

I FEEL LIKE A BIRD IN CAGE WHO TRIES BREAK AWAY FROM ALL THE DRAMTIC THINGS GOING ON THE BIRD LIFE BUT THE BIRD JUST CAN’T TO BREAK IT’S FAMILY. ALL THIS BIRD WANTS IS TO HAVE A NORMAL LIFE AND I WISH MY FAMILY WOULD STOP TRYING TO TELL ME HOW I SHOULD LIVE MY LIFE AND TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD SAY OR DO BECAUSE THEY DON’T WHAT LIFE’S LIKE FOR SOMEONE LIKE IN WORLD THEY ONLY KNOW WHAT THEY SEE NOT WHAT I FEEL INSIDE MY HEART AND MY MIND. SOMETIMES I THINK MY FAMILY THAT I’LL NEVER BE CONSIDER NORMAL TO A LOT OF PEOPLE IN THE WORLD TO I’LL JUST LOOK LIKE A RETARTED GIRL WHO DOESN’T KNOW ANYTHING TO THOSE PEOPLE I’LL ALWAYS BE A STUPID DUMB AND INGOREANT GIRL IN A WHEELCHAIR AND THE LIFE I CAN HAVE MY WITH FRIENDS AND THE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT THE MOST IN MY LIFE THE LIFE I LEAD AWAY FROM MY WHEELCHAIR I FEEL LIKE MY FAMILY IS TRYING TO TAKE IT ALL AWAY BECAUSE THEY ALWAYS QUESTON ME ABOUT MY REATIONSHIP WITH MY FRIENDS LIKE THEY DON’T TRUST ME. AND THEY DON’T REALIZE WHAT MY FRIENDS DO FOR ME THEY LET ME HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF BEING IN A WHEELCHAIR. WHEN I CRY THEY WIPE MY TEARS AWAY WITH SOMETHING THEY’LL SIMPLY SAY TO MAKE THE TEARS FLOAT AWAY. OR JUST SAY JUST A HELLO HOW WAS YOUR DAY? MAKES ME SMILE AND GETS ME THROUGH ANOTHER DAY SO WHAT I DON’T UNDERSTAND IS KNOWING ALL THAT WHY WON’TAWAY FROM MY WHEELCHAIR I FEEL LIKE MY FAMILY IS TRYING TO TAKE IT ALL AWAY BECAUSE THEY ALWAYS QUESTON ME ABOUT MY REATIONSHIP WITH MY FRIENDS LIKE THEY DON’T TRUST ME. AND THEY DON’T REALIZE WHAT MY FRIENDS DO FOR ME THEY LET ME HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF BEING IN A WHEELCHAIR. WHEN I CRY THEY WIPE MY TEARS AWAY WITH SOMETHING THEY’LL SIMPLY SAY TO MAKE THE TEARS FLOAT AWAY. OR JUST SAY JUST A HELLO HOW WAS YOUR DAY? MAKES ME SMILE AND GETS ME THROUGH ANOTHER DAY SO WHAT I DON’T UNDERSTAND IS KNOWING ALL THAT WHY WON’T JUST ME ALONE?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this because i'm it'll change mind they at people diabilities. and we'll viewed humans too and not thought of as retarts.

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