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a gun to my head - a knife to my wrist
i push you away
black you out
do anything
to get you out of my life
no i dont love you to
no i dont want to be your friend
no i wont fucking do anything for you
just fuck off
get out my fucking head
i dont fucking need you
i never did
you needed me
to get rid of all your problems
but you never listened to mine
you never realised that i care about you
and every fucking problem you had i cried for you
but now i cant take it anymore
i cant fucking cry anymore
i wont
a gun to the head?
a knife to the wrist?
how will i die?
i dont know yet
but it will symbolise all the pain
the pain i never asked for
but everyone seemed to want to give to me
and i never objected
maybe i thought it would make you happier
maybe it did
but it doesnt matter anymore
cause i wont be here for long
i cant take this
a gun to the head?
a knife to the wrist?
how will i die?
i dont know yet
but it will be soon
i cant take another argument
another day of not seeing you
another day of the emptiness and the pain
a gun to the head?
a knife to the wrist?
how will i die?
i dont know yet
but it has to be soon
a gun to the head?
a knife to the wrist?
how will i die?
i dont know yet
it has to be now
hey david, amazing poem v heartfelt and well written if a little sad and depressing but its amazing and never let anyone tell u different. btw its sarah lol. x hope ur ok xxx
pixie lee :3 cos im a dino ^^
so talented, yet so heartbreaking. hope u are in much better spirits. when someone causes u pain the best thing u can do is release yourself and submerge in a world where that person was never even born. keep up the good work!
Hey, your shit is really good i really like keep it up .....haha.....(thats so korny lol)
good thing we have an outlet huh? writing is the release that allows one to let everything out so the healing may begin. it sucks to be such a giver in a world full of takers...but remember, as an adult, they can only take what you allow and not everyone is that way...your kindness can be reciprocated.
Very nice piece~ keep scribin'.
Peace
~J