Dear Friend

Dear Friend,

I never had the chance

to experience true hopelessness

until you came along

and took everything

away

My last bit of innocence

was extracted by your fingertips

a rotting flame of hurt

shot through me

with your

hate

And that day you said

you loved me

I discovered true dishonesty

and all those songs you sang

of solidarity we shared

were thoughtless ballads written by

the Sirens of

your soul

You did all you could to blind me

with epic verses of reality

You preached to me about

your love

your lust

your pain

your hope

Until one fateful day you faltered

the hypnotic dancing stopped

and you saw the spell was broken

so we fell…





Dear Friend,

Do you remember how we used to be?

smiling

dancing

happy

with only our friendship to dwell upon

no lust

just love

between friends?

After the day you ruined me

and I cried in my dreams

you confessed all your sins to me

and begged me for redemption

You wept real tears

of sorrow

pain

hoping for a reconciliation

And somehow

I forgive you

and somehow

I still love you

and though I wonder

how tomorrow will be

I trust you not to hurt me

again.



Dear Friend,

A decade has gone by

or so it seems

We have been friends forever

dreaming peaceful dreams

You’ve supported me

through thick

and thin

You have not left my side

And when that boy walked in

and swept me away

you stood there

and watched us

dance

And while your eyes brimmed with

joyful tears

you saw how much

he loves me

You saw my smile was real

You saw how much

I love him back

And we finally said our

Goodbyes

And while I slept peacefully

and dreamt of love

you learned to

dream

of sleep

Then you found yourself

another friend

You danced with her

fighting memories of

us

Until one day we met again

and I didn’t recognize you

and you didn’t recognize me

and all the memories –

what memories?

vanished.



Dear Friend,

Do you remember me?

and all we used to be?

Do you remember my broken heart?

and joyful tears we shared?





I don’t…





Yours Truly

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this is my last poem about all the men who have hurt me in my life.

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