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Resurrection
I'm dead inside and losing my faith
consumed by my sins
and a lust to fly away
Hell's fire grows hotter and still I can't cry
till a bloody tear
spews forth from my eye
And the moon used to guide me, but now it's gone dim
like the stars that stopped shining
they're hiding from Him
and I'm dancing around in a wirlwind of pain
escaping and running
from a poisonous rain
of troubles and ignorance-racism, too
and I can't hold my breath or my lips will turn blue
will somebody help me and whisk me away
to somewhere that's happy, a brighter place
Why can't you hear me?
I'm screaming so loud
my last chance of hope is consumed by a cloud
of deception and lust and a big masquerade
of someone who cares and lends me fake aid
then laughs in my face as I fall on the floor
writhing in pain
I can't take annymore
so he takes out his kinfe-lie to finsh the task
as my momvement slows down he can't help but ask,
Do you love me now, or is hate all you feel?
I can't say a word
I just struggle to kneel
and I look in his eyes and see nothing at all
just cold glassy eyes
an expressionless doll
and I finally smile and stand up with pride
I sear on my soul he cannot see me die
so to answer his question I spit in his face
I thank God I've been saved by amazing grace
and I walk out the door
feeling so alive
and I laugh because now I can finally cry
