"Hated Feelings"

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Sad

This could be so perfect.

's'not that I don't know that,

Just choose to ignore it,

Cuz I'm just so stupid.

That's why I'm so hated.



Anyone could tell me,

What they think I should do,

But I a'ready know that.

So hard to hold on to,

That's why I'm so hated.



Yeah, I know I'll blow this,

Sure, I'll mess it up.

And, soon I'll regret it,

But, I won't shut up.

That's why I'm so hated.



My own fault, I know it,

No one else has caused this.

Anyone could tell that,

I'm so wrong to screw this.

That's why I'm so hated.



I'm so frickin stupid.

Why'd you give me trust?

Why'd you hold on to me?

One more bites the dust.

That's why I'm so hated.



Don't know why you love me,

You have no reason to.

I always screw stuff up,

And, I'll screw you up too.

That's why I'm so hated.



Maybe it's not all me,

Maybe I'm just too scared.

Maybe you don't love me,

Maybe no one cares.

That's why I'm so hated.



Too scared of the future,

And too scared of the now.

Far too scared to love you,

Too scared to know how.

That's why I'm so hated.



Don't think I could commit,

Maybe I'm not ready.

I just can't take this now,

This is just too heavy.

And, that's why I'm so hated?

      -Lo Ruhamah

Author's Notes/Comments: 

You have to understand, Alex. Girls are supposed to prevent boys from having fun. It's just their nature.
- Ramus  Lunar: Eternal Blue

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you are not hated Alex. I care about you very much as my friend. always remember that there are people out there that love you.