"Never Been Controlled"

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My world is tumbling, Upsidedown,

Wrapped and covered, smeared and smothered.

Shining bright, Though torn with fright.

Blackness reigns, the shadow wanes,

Angels cry, the good things die.

Disturbed I lay, I die today.

The shadows overwhelming me,

My hatred leaves me thirsty.

I'm proud and I fall, stop taking it all!

I know I can't win, my life has grown thin.

I've been shown the light, but still I must fight.

I've driven it all, at the cross I fall,

I refuse to give in, I clutch to my sin.

I'm unhappy now, but still I won't bow,

I'm not on my own, I'm down to the bone.

If I reached for you, my pain would be through,

But I still refuse, your grace I won't use.

If you'll tell me why, I still want to die,

Then maybe I'll see, that you're right for me.

        -Lo Ruhamah

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He is powerful, but he is blind to what is happening around him.
- Agile  Mega Man X 2

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Rebecca Dowding's picture

I really enjoyed this. I can relate to it a lot.