You look in the mirror
You hate what you see
It never shows you what you wanna see
It never lies
But the outside isn't what it should be
It's not what you want it to be
Your outside doesn't match the inside
It never did
But you can change that
You can make it all better
All you have to do is fix it
It doesn't show what you really feel
But it soon will
Once it's all done
Once it's all over
All the hard work
And all the damage you will cause
People will see
They will see you
The real you
For once the mirror will look like the real you
And then they will know
Know that you're not ok
That nothing was ever ok
That it wasn't all over
But by the time they see
You will be to far gone
To unreachable
No one will be able
Able to tell you what to do
What to say
How to dress
How to talk
No one will control you
Not anymore
They will say that they want to help
But why let them help now
Why bother
It's not like they listened before
Did anyone listen when you told them the first time
NO
No one listened
Not to a single word you said
So just let yourself go
Make your body the way you want it
It doesnt matter what anyone says
As long as your ok with what you do
As long as it makes your pain stop
Just do it
Why should it matter to anyone but you
So go ahead and do it
Do it until you can't do it anymore