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BabyGurl



It's coming up soon before we know it you'll be nine..March 29 i ain't forgot about your special day..I wish you where here with me too celebrate but your not..It hurts bad sitting here thinking about you sometimes..I hate the only time i can see your face is when i close my eyes at night & go too sleep..I wish this was a nightmare i could wake up from but its real..Your not here with me you're with someone Else's family..I'll always love you more than life itself..I just control the feelings of missing you..I wish i could rewind time & change things where i could still have you here with me..I know i sound like a broken record but my mind can't get past the part of the blues that makes me numb inside..I just wanna be able to hug you kiss your face comfort you when your sick..I just wanna be able to paint your nails & mine too..There is so much i want returned..I want all the years i missed of your life replaced..I feel hopeless i can't change the past & what already happened is done...I miss you every drop of you..yes even the tantrums & sillyness i miss everything about you..I can't put in2 words how this makes me feel having to write you vs just holding you in my arms & saying I love you & enjoying the fact that your mine..Though i know your mine it feels like i was robbed blind of that now you someone else..I don't even know what you look like now..are you skinny like i use to be are you thick like i am now...mean whats going on with you are you happy sad in-between..This shits driving me insane..My brain feels like its funna have a melt down from all the thoughts of you & not being able too feel the touch of my babygurl