I Think He Hates Me

Poem:



I'm afraid of what i desire 2 walk through his doors

And get preach the truth of his golden words

hanging on by a thread

My head is going insane cuzz it ain't fair how scared

I am of the angels turning there backs

There wings fear me

I'm afraid 2 know the things haunting my mind

is it a crime for him 2 hear me asking 4 forgiveness

I still commit sin's from time 2 time

I want 2 take a chance & sit in his house

Wrapped in his arms away from Satan's bitches

Taping on my soul stealing apart of me

I need it returned

Hoping God don't mind..take them away

my flaws & my pains from inside my chest

The cries are hungry eating me up inside

Sometimes I want 2 die but... I know

If I commit suicide

I'll be greeted a evil queen's throne Lucifer

I've been through things killing my happiness

its trying 2 be reborn but

Gods ignoring my calls & the Walls between me

beings free

My heart in pieces see

I need the man in the sky

he looks down shaking his head at me *sigh*

I think He hates me

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u would really hate my church cause da pple there r so hypocritical, they dont show no kinda hospitality at all, it almost seemz like they dont want no one else 2 even have a good connection wit God but them, it gets so damn frustratin, i literally leave out da church wit headaches