Finally

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closet boxes 2010

So hard to write

with your fingers through the ringer

I never had imagined it'd be so,

I wish that i could cry

for all the things i've left behind

I never thought I'd ever let you go.



Even now I sit

though it's been nearly a year

and I still reel at how things changed so fast,

one moment things were bad

then things blew up and you were gone

three years long I was so sure we would last.



And though I know

that this is all for the better

and I have met a man i'm lucky for,

i've started life anew

something I thought i'd never do

but to really just not see you anymore?



It has to be

for fear of all the constant anger

and all the pain that's made me as I am,

it's hard to say goodbye

but best of luck and no more tears

i'm finally happy feeling like I can.

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I love you
never change

ash


Much Love

Ashley