I Don't Believe in You (revised)

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closet boxes 2003

I don’t believe in you no more

I see my heart thrown too the floor

Said I loved you, you walked away

Is this the price that I must pay

To have you sit here, be my friend

I can not see how this will mend.



Storm clouds do mirror my darkened soul

See now that I have lost control

Of all this life that once was mine

So long ago, our hearts entwined

The hope is gone, empty for me

What kind of lier must I be.



Everyone’s alone tonight

Within this blackened room

Whispers tell unspoken fears

That I still have of you.



If I do cry I know you’ve won

But still I am the lonely one

Not deserved, but you don’t care

If tears do come, glad I’m not there

To let you really truly see

That heartache in which loving means.



Why do I feel so draped in black

There’s no heart left in which to crack

Why are we feeling so alone

Why does my heart feel cast of stone

Not capable to hurt or bleed

Consumed within its own pure need.



The blame is always thrown too me

Not how I pictured this too be

Especially when I trust in you

Your promises do prove untrue.



Nothing to do but say goodbye

The sad thing is you’ll wonder why

Nothing we ever had was true

And that is why I can’t love you.

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running_with_rabbits's picture

k wait i remember that clouds mirorror soul line

huh

ash


Much Love

Ashley