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So much for a mother,

I thought you were suppose to be there for me,

I thought you were suppose to care for me?

So much for a mother,

Who just doesn't give a fuck for anything I want,

Or anything I dream, or have ever dreamt about.

So much for a mother,

Who doesn't embrace the only son she has,

The one she'll lose, I want to leave soon and fast.

So much for a mother,

Who does nothing but complain about what I've become,

Like I'm the one who wrecked your life and how you grew up.

So much for a mother,

Who has so many of her own problems,

I'm just her punching bag, in which she tries to solve them.

So much for a mother,

Who yells at me like I'm stupid, she has to yell to be heard,

I can't even say anything, not one fucking word.

So much for a mother,

Who lived and cried in that long lost broken home,

Who brought the dysfunction with her, the pain I now know.

So much for a mother,

That makes me cry inside, that makes me fall into myself,

And makes me scream out, why?

So much for a mother,

Who's made my father into a lazy, worthless lump,

And who's taken away the happiness, who's taken all the fun.

So much for a mother,

Who's grandkids will never know her name,

Who will never see her face, Who will never receive her pain.

So much for a mother,

That will never again make me smile,

And never help me up again, how'd you become so vile?

So much for a mother,

Who broke me and who is no longer here,

I'm sick of all my crying, all my worthless tears.

So much for a mother,

That never thinks what I do is great enough,

Its never good enough, I'll never be rich enough.

So much for you mother,

I don't care about your precious money,

I want to live my life, and I want it to be sunny.

So much for you mother,

I don't want to be like you, or my father either,

At least I can get away from you, in my music and in my theatre.

I don't know what happened to us?

We just don't care about each other,

Split apart we must,

So much for you mother.