Stepping into the Light

The person on msn i chose to add on was you

It was because of this sad friend of mine, Mei who was blue

Sorrow and loneliness her heart had sung to mine

How could I just sit and watch, I wanted her heart to shine

A good friend to me you were when we used to talk

Never once did I regret saying my thoughts to you, it was like a long peaceful walk

Truly I cherished every moment we together had spent

With a precious golden shoulder when I cried you had lent

These kind of offers are not given daily like food

Therefore when I look back to how it used to be, a friend you were to me, a friend in deed who was good

But what had loosened my grip from this rope

Was the reason of Mei and how she had lost hope

A cousin you were to her and also a friend

She told me you had left her in the darkness all alone, and this I did not understand

In search of a solution to free her caged soul

I wanted to help her in any way to make her feel whole

My forgiveness of you is obviously true

But I would understand why you find this hard to accept, because you don't have a clue

The birth of our friendship sprung from the desperation to help Mei, yet this does not mean I looked upon our friendship to be considered just a play

Throughout time of consideration

When I started to get to know you deeper it was like medititation

Together we shared burdens and joy

It is rare of someone like me to cry when opening up, boy

Our friendship was educational

You were flexible when school took up most of my schedule

We brought eachother inspiration and a will to push further on

Opened my eyes to new perspectives and allowed my talents to spawn

Reminesce and a open heart I used

And finally one day realised our friendship I had abused

It was only the pain Mei had within

That fired up my anger and wanted you to realise your sin

Agony and starvation she went through

Fustration and sadness had caused my flu

I didn't know how to help anymore, one only solution I could think of was to stay away from you

Did your eyes see the scars embedded in her voice?

Was your heart drowning in denial, unable to feel the wetness of the tears in her eyes

Explain to me your reason to trouble such a good friends heart

That is when I will finally be able to let down such strife that affected us three

That is when I will be able to see you again and rebuilt what was lost

That is when Mei will finally be free

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I need honesty from you when u answer this, for just that one simple task I will thank you.

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Stephanie Oster's picture

this fits me n a friend also..way to write woo
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Sy >_<'s picture

Very sad and deep i hope you three really cope thing togthers