*What Does Agape Mean Now?

I love him

I told him so

but somehow he doubted

and he broke his own heart

I refused to let myself feel

anything for  him

numb, I walked for a year

until I started to think

how he hurt me

what he did

why did he do it

it was so selfish

What does agape mean now?

I'm so hurt betrayed broken

I'm lost and confused and alone

for years I wanted him

for a year he's been gone

I love him

he hurt me

What does agape mean now?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

7-23-04

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