My Book of Hate

Folder: 
Queen of Hearts

January 14, 2014

 

I have finally given this book a name

Many people probably have the same

This is my book of hate

I am sure many people can relate

 

There's always too much to write

Usually I have already had my mental fight

Unsure of any words that I need to use

I can only sit here and bruise

 

I pop a pill to numb the pain

Keeping my head airy so I can think I am sane

Stupid is drowning my thoughts

It's all I am, is it not?

 

I hate that these feelings are so real

To be sober and know what it's like to just not feel 

Soon I know that we will fight and he will yell

But only my pills can hear the swell

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

My Queen of Hearts book is a small notebook with a photo of the Red Queen from Alice in Wonderland.

I no longer call it my angry book but rather my book of hate.

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