A for Failure

I'm not thinking about you.

I''m not.

Although on the contrary.

To not be is simply out of the ordinary.
I can't stop!
I don't even try anymore,
because even when you're not there
I see you out of the corner of my eye.
I don't understand out how it went down like this.
Loving someone like this, I didn't know this emotion even exist.
On day one, you caught my eye.
On day two, you took my heart.
Soon after that you ate it,

it was returned ripped and torn apart.
Attachment to you just came so easy.
Everything I said to you was all so cheesy.
Yes, I knew this and it was worthwhile.
I'd do it again just to see your beautiful smile.
Even now I catch myself time and again starting at a photo.
Only when alone, maybe while sipping some cocoa.
Reminiscing on those few memories
that will always be a treasure to me.
Losing you was my only fear.
You took the rest away.

Now my heart beat is all I can hear.
Waiting for days just to get a reply.
Laying on my back and staring at the sky.
Moons, planets, stars, a big black void.
When I feeling like the latter,

your voice brings only happiness and joy.
These rhymes are for you.

My heart now on paper.
Finally coherent, I can see through the vapor.
My mind is now sound and clear.
Please, ladies and gentleman.
Give it up for the Person of The Year!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

The ending was different but my computer crashed.. so I gave up it was way too long to remember

Revised 5/12/13

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i know the computer crashing

i know the computer crashing feeling! it sucks!! but anyways- your poem was great. i love readiing poems like that. thank you for posting!!


The Princess in Waiting