*The Wall*

Everything is so fucked up

I can't take the pain

I've had enough



Block out all

The hurt i've gained

Over the past few years

It seems like the

Only real way

To stop the tears



Isolate myself

From the world

I once knew

And alter reality

So i can once again be happy



No more torment

And destruction

Of myself

I'm doing fine

Alone in the dark

With no one else



I don't need your help

I can do this on my own

After all you were

The one to leave me all alone



Feelings all bottled up inside

From you those things

I need to hide

For if i come

Beyond the wall

I know these tears

Will surly fall



My protection

From further pain

No longer will things

Ever be the same

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Is it better to be isolated from the hurt or is it better to feel the pain??

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Colin "Satyr" McNamara's picture

well to answer your question... it is better to feel the pain so you can deal with it so it won't bother you anymore... if you try ignoring it it'll come back to you at the most private moments... however if you face it and get over what's bothering you... then it's not a problem ever again. Things do seem fucked up at first after relationships go bad... but when you find the serenity within yourself to think of that person without feeling hurt or heartachey... then you know you're ok.