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Alone In The Rain
Its a bright, sunny day
But the clouds, are coming my way
They're not going to another place
But above me, hiding my face
The wind gets cold, blows my hair
Go somewhere else, I do not dare
The darkness falls
And my mind begins to stall
Fog comes from the breeze
Hallucinations start to tease
But these are not hallucinations, not mirages, its not unreal
The rain starts falling, I'm alone, feared for my family
That will never heal
What to do? I say to myself, Why me? I wonder
Where do I go, why no where of course, will it end?
Inside I ponder
Fear within my head, tears of madness start to shed
Gaze into the sky, What lurks beneath will make you cry
You think I wanna try? That I can go on with all the pain?
I actually wish I could cry,
Cuz past memories have left their stain
Through the eyes of careless men,
Nothing means a thing to them
Marks from drunks and angered souls,
I'm nothing left but a root and a stem
If only you saw what I had seen,
Suicide, broken glass, popping viens
Seeing it all and yet only a teen,
So scared, even when alone as it rains
She thinks she knows all the best, but yet she has no clue
I know her past and present,
Its almost the same for me and her too
Everyone I know has problems of their own,
Some sadly have even been shown
But mine are hiding underneath my skin,
To scared to share or let anybody in
Why do I keep on going? after all the tragedy?
Still passing through my life - I've seen all I can see
hey again... sorry ... I just LOVE your work.
Anyway... I still find all of your work is amazing.
I also find it interesting that you wrote something about your mother. I think that by reading your stuff, I see that you are a deep person, and that is really admirable. You have a great personality and good qualities, so even though being upset inspires much better lyrics and poetry than being happy does, you have a lot to offer to the world, so don't feel there's a need to feel down.
also, my msn is halee_brown@hotmail.com ... since u said U use MSN not AIM... I figured thats what to give you.
Yo, Matt, that pretty good. You should turn it into a song like you said.
Hey Matt!!
I love this poem, its deep, i really like how you can jus express your self in poetry. That's hot:P:). And if you ever need to talk uk i'm here bcuz, well u've always been here for me, so i'm returning the favor, i jus realized that you've been here for me so much, and i haven't even asked if anything is bothering you!!! I'm sorry!! I hope that you can trust me as much as i trust in you! Thanks Matt for always being there!!!
Love ya,
Kaija
hey! It was a great poem, depressing but good. it came from the heart! Dont be afraid to talk about ur problems
talk to anyone and remember im always here! luv ya! liz