Lost Myself

I don’t know when I last felt anything.

 I say “I love you” to my best friends but do I really mean it? I don’t know.

I feel trapped in this world.

Even though I escaped the torment that you put me through, I miss it…  

 Sad isn’t it?  To miss being tormented and picked on by the ones who called themselves family

To miss something that you wanted to escape.

I wish I didn’t remember

Wish I could forget the pain

The torture

The crimes being done against me

Because it feels wrong to miss something terrible  

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