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graves
7-16-05
5:03 am
I sit here.
Crying, smoking, listening to Tori, and wondering.
Wondering why.
They can still make me cry.
Wondering why.
I can't give my heart to him.
Wondering why.
I am so fucking afraid.
Wondering why.
I can't move on.
Wondering why.
I don't have the right to be happy.
Wondering why.
I am not in a grave next to them.
Wondering why.
I have to live my life in fear.
Wondering why.
They all have to leave.
Wondering why.
I always end up alone.
Wondering why.
I can't ever get it right.
Wondering why.
I always fuck it up.
Wondering why.
I can't just be.
Wondering why.
I am never enough.
Wondering and crying.
Always alone in my head.
With no where for my heart to be safe.
