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March 2005 3-18-05
1:19 am
I am stoned tonight.
On a new med.
Another muscle relaxer.
Another pill to pop.
I have had it for two weeks.
Afriad to take it.
Afraid this would happen.
But I didn't have a choice tonight.
I had to do something.
My body and my brain needed a break.
From the pain.
Emotional and physical.
Because I still can't admit.
That I can't do the things I used to do.
Becuase I still can't admit.
That I will always end up alone.
So now that I am crashing.
From the effects of the pill.
My mind is running again.
And my heart aches again.
My body aches to be held.
My mind aches to rest.
I just want to lay down in the safety and comfort of your arms.
