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9-8-04

3:29 am



Lopped and gutted.

I want that now.

I don’t know that it would help.

But I know this is not me either.

But is that me?

Who knows?

I can’t tell until I do it.

But what if that isn’t me either.

What if I just never fit anywhere?

What if I am always on the outside looking in?

Will I ever know what the hell is going on with me?

I just want to be happy and comfortable.

I don’t know how to do that.

Will I ever have that?

Or do I not deserve it?